With this whole process comes a lot of thoughts, with a lot of thoughts the need for an outlet arises...thus the blog.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Is it bad that I hope?...
That the foster parents decide to get freaked out again over an open adoption? That there's some little spark of confidence we can install into the birth parents brain from just our photo and the questionnaire we had to fill out? That one week from today I'll have met her? That if it doesn't work out I wish I would have never known about her?
Hope can be a positive thing that's for sure...it just depends how you choose to hope. In this case, my hope is a lot selfish.